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2015 in Friggin Review

I know it has been a while, but I had to take a break from blogging (it did not fit in my schedule nor my jacked up sleeping pattern). With the New Year approaching, I can actually say with confidence that I am extremely excited and looking forward to it. 2015 has been the Happiest sad year ever. By that I mean so much nonsense has happened that I am surprised that I am still in high spirits and still managed to smile.

I can acknowledge the many blessings that have been bestowed upon me, God has truly been faithful, and I take every lesson learned and add it to my constant drive to improve myself- I really need to just laugh at life even more.

What I do not want to become is one with a heart encased in concrete in 2016. I am nurturing and caring by nature, but sensitive as hell. I have come to terms that I cannot give everyone benefit of doubt, nor should I expect people to treat me with good-will as I would do by default. I have to stop giving the wrong people the right pieces of me, because not everyone will even give an ounce of themselves either. I just have to learn to dodge the bullets a little better and twirl along the BS a little longer because it is real out here in these streets. Remaining a good person is hard in today’s society when being selfish and self-absorbed is the amplified norm (it drives me insane). So if you feel like I am acting “brand new” in the NEW YEAR just blame it on the pain, but it can adjust anyone no matter how big their heart is.

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So DO BETTER in 2016 constantly!!! Nobody cares who you are leaving behind or cutting off in the new year, no one cares that you will hit the gym more, blah blah blah- JUST DO BETTER. This year has definitely been a learning year (yet again), but I definitely can DO BETTER.

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Ciao,

Nnennaya|Noir

6 thoughts on “2015 in Friggin Review”

  1. I so glad that you will still be the nurturing and caring person God gas created you to be. The Devil wants you to become hardened and mean like the majority of our society has become. But love, care and concern will always overcome! And I think that with this wisdom, you will choose wisely who to provide that nurturing and caring side of yourself with. Here’s to a year of doing better and being better everyday! Cheers!

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      1. I was reading about programming and the Monarch Mind Control. It helped me have a better understanding of our current society. It talks about how we, as a society, are being programmed to lose our sense of femininity and our nurturing side. Women are being fed lies that pin us against one another and to have false identities as ‘princesses’ who need rescuing rather than queens who are nurturing and powerful. It’s pretty deep stuff. But it makes sense to me, as I cannot count the number of times people say I’m ‘being too nice’ or naive when in reality, I’m just acting out of my natural instinct to nurture and love. I could go on and on but I’ll leave the rest to a conversation in person!

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  2. Yes my dear. You can do better…we can always be a better version of ourselves…with the help of God.
    Loffff you plenty! *hugs*

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